not sure what to do, not sure what to say...Grandma said to Pray
Yesterday was turning out to be a pretty normal day. but then i was on the run for work when i had this urge to call V....She answered the phone in histeria, crying and saying she loved me over and over...all i got out of her was something about an accident and 26 and Rickert.....I dont really remember driving back up to work, i just remember runnning through the halls and telling Maria i had to go that something had happend to V.....
I must have drove all over town for an hour it seemed looking for her cause she wasnt at 26th and rickert....i founder her at the clinic....completely out of it, why they didnt bring her to the ER i dont know...i'm soooo very mad about that...fucking idiots!
her roommate Ron had been in the car with her...she said they were driving along and some guy ran a stop sign and T-Boned them on the drivers side. V hit her head really hard.
i spent 6 hours with her yeasterday, trying to get her to remember stuff....she kept asking the same questions over and over.... i went with her to get her x-rays and sat with her in the exam room while her dad and Ron waited in the waiting room....Her dad was going through her cell and calling everyone thats why he let me go back with her ....
after we got her X-rays they sent us across town to the hospital to have a CT scan done of her brain...she road with her dad...and i drove Ron back to the dorms...when i left the dorms and was on my way to the hospital suddenly everything started sinking in...i had a mini break down, called ashley and left a horrible message on her phone, she said she thought somthing had happend to me at first but then made out that it was V and rushed to the hospital. my mom met me there too and we waited with V and her dad.Abe and sarah were there, well sarah works in the X-ray department and abe works next to the hospital.... after her CT we drove back to the clinic where the doctors determined that the scan was normal....so the amnesia should pass in the next few days. i had called Aleena again when i was waiting at the clinic cause Vs dad had called her around 4:30 or 5:00 when he had first brought V into the clinic to be seen.we left the clinic around 8 and headed back to V's dads new place....which was really confusing for her
she doesnt remember that she just got an apartment with Aleena and Felicia, or that her dad moved, or that her friend Travis went to war monday....All things that i have gone over and over with her.She seemed to think that it was funny wich made it easier, that and she was being really silly.... we got her to eat alittle dinner and then we went into the room that she will be staying in at her dads cause she wanted to "figure out her love life", a conversation that we had been having in circular motion for about an hour..... she sat down and began making one list after another....after about 5min she would forget what the list was for and start over, making the same list and asking me the same questions....suddenly she noticed the other lists and was like "Rachel, who wrote these?" i was like "You V..." "NO WAY!!!!" then she would start reading them " Travis is at War? that sucks!" it was really hard... then Aleena finally showed at like 9:15 ................and we all sat with V untill her dad had us leave around 10:00 or so so she could rest. she started crying when we left cause she realized that she couldnt remeber anything for more than 5 mins.....i left her a letter explaining everything , i really hope it helps....
i couldnt sleep last night.... i cried almost all night and kept praying to God that she will be ok...
posted by Rachel_Bachert @ 1:41 PM
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