Sunday, October 02, 2005

P.S. i Hate girls equally too

I really really hate hanging out with, talking to and being around my friend and his girlfriend......SHE IS A BITCH ASS HOE! and you deserve more than a bed buddy....even after everything you said to me and how much it hurts i still think that you deserve more.....because part of me agrees with A and T that you were lying to me when you said it....
HEHEHEHE i know he will never read this....he doesnt even know that this blog exists. Plus he probably doesnt remember that night he sent me home crying, or what he said to make me cry and why i didnt talk to him for more than a month....shoot he was probably to busy with her to even realize that i wasnt talking to him.....


At 4:53 PM, Blogger darkfinchfairy said...

i know i havent blogged in ages, stuffs been happening and not been happening, but i'm about to blog now, and i just feel shit. me and Danny are over and i cant handle it :(

At 4:12 PM, Blogger darkfinchfairy said...

hey thanks for the comment on my blog yeah it's the hardest thing ever, what withhim moving to florida to live with michele and her aunt. it took him a week to tell me it was definately over so, yeah i'm confused i hate him and love him all at once.

i hope you are ok

Ketch xxxx

At 2:16 AM, Blogger darkfinchfairy said...

:) thank you for posting that poem you wrote to me, i really connected with it.

and yeah i know what you mean, when all is said and done, i dont have him any more, just me by myself to get me through things, like friends try to help and just say what they think is the right thing, others just dont understand how i could love him in the first place because he's in USA and i'm in the UK, and i can't explain it, it just happened.

i understand when you say i can pull myself out of this and that i shouldnt give up on myself, it's something really hard to do, but i know i have to do it, and the best i can do right now is by doing the best i can to take my mind off of him and this whole situation by keeping my chin up. but it doesnt stop me missing him, it's silly i havent spoken to him since sunday because he hasnt been online, but i miss talking to him, but i doubt it'll be happening soon his move to Florida with Michele puts him 6 hours behind me.

yeah it is kinda weird that you happened across my blogg, what with you having been through all of this already, and i'm greatful for the help you give me and for telling me to just get over it and move on.

lol something else i agree with you about in your blogg, friends deserving better, they dont see it that you are trying to help them in the long run by telling them that, they just probably see it as interfearing or something but if he does remember makeing you cry he will feel bad, because i know i feel bad seeing my friends cry wether i made them cry or not.

i hope you dont mind but i wrote out the poem you posted, i put your blog name with it so that i'll remember you wrote it, i want to stick it in my poem book with my work and some of my friends because i connected with it and i think it's a beautiful piece of work.

Ketch xxx


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